Cancer

As I watch you bleed

I die a thousand deaths myself

I wish I could help you

I wish I could keep you

But I keep holding you

As we run out of time

Wishing in every breath

God! I don’t want to lose you now

I cry

Helplessly

A state I could never change

I want to take your pain

You can’t leave me so soon

You can’t leave me in the dark

There is no moon, no sun, no stars

Don’t leave me in the dark

You are everything to me

 My only family

I could never say those until now

That I am helplessly watching you leave

If we go back in time now, lets go back in time

I’ll change all those I could to make you merry

Oh! Breathe again

One more time, please for ever more time

‘God! How could you do this??’

I yell, I scream

I feel a hole in my soul

A cut in my throat

A tear in my heart

Insanity

As I watch you leave…

I die a thousand deaths myself.

You could take with you yourself

But I have you in me, a part of me

That I’ll take with me through life

And to grave. I love you!

-dhira.