Oh No !!

Oh no, please no
Don’t say, please don’t
I like you, but need you
Oh that I don’t…
A little upset I’ve grown

I’ll never be able
To look up to you now
I’ll never be able
To be a friend somehow
Never be able.., to be capable

So please don’t
Don’t say no more
I like to be ignorant
A little less ruined
Little less fluent

Or I could never be able
To be myself again
I would never be able
To be truly the same
Never be able, never capable…

So, please, please don’t
Or I’ll end up being done!

--dhira (30/3/09)

The Saved Message...

if i say i don't wanna see you again,
will you still be there waiting for a chance...?
if i say i don't wanna talk again,
will you still be there or your love will change...?
if i lose my sense, go insane
will you still be there holding my hand...?
and if i say goodbye,
will you still stand by, stop me and cry?

Is your love unconditional
Or do u love me for a reason...
will you hold on to me
through the changing seasons
through ups and downs.
Through my troubles and disdain
will you help me breathe,
and feel love again...?

and if i do ever expect...
will you be there to fulfill all my wishes...?
if i lose my sight, go blind
would you help me see where my true self lies...?
if i lose a count on my track,
would you help show me the way back...?
and when the world turns it's back
would you hold on, let me hang on to you...?

when i'm hurt and lonely,in solitary
would you sit beside to give company
and when it's cold and dark
would you be there to bring warmth to this heart
N' when i'm pale, and numb and i lose all i have
would you still be that someone to say, ..."i care"!!
Coz' by now you should see
without you, i'm so incomplete...!!

-by dhira !! (28/3/09)