Out Of Mind!!

Everytime I try…convince
Myself that I got to move on
So everytime I pluck the strings
Of my guitar to play a new song
But everytime I fail to understand
The reason that just why I fail
Why can’t I give up
And start a new day…??

Hell-o… An’ I want to thank you
For giving me this pain
Hell-oh… An’ I want to say goodbye
To those endless rains
To those endless cries
Those lonely nights
I want to say goodbye
Don’t want to see you again

Everytime I try sense
The feeling that I’m free at last
So everytime I try pretend
I’m over with the broken heart
But everytime I fail to understand
The reason that just why I fail
Makes no sense when I still miss your love
And this guilt of mine…kills me to death

Hello… An’ I want to thank you
For giving me this pain
Hell-oh… An’ I want to say goodbye
To those endless rains
To those endless cries
Those lonely nights
I want to say goodbye
Don’t want to see you again

Hell-no…don’t want to see you again
A final goodbye to those endless pains
Hell-yeah…now I can’t pretend
It’s got to end…, I need you too much
But I don’t want to see you again…!!

--Dhira (25/4/08)

Fadin'...

Bury me into your memory
I am your memory
Heal yourself from this state
Love will find you way again

I shall come again
Into your dreams to haunt again
And will help you make your way
Towards the sunshine again

Tomorrow is a brand new day
Why not leave the past back there
Let it hide with the darkness tonight
The dawn will soon break again

Time will heal all your wounds
Hopes shall build you new roots
I’ll be gone forever soon
Away from your mind, away from you

New rains will pour again
New day will ease your pains
Soon you shall forget those days
Where once I, had made my way…

wid love and some tears..:)
--Dhira (1/04/08)

My love still burns...

There goes my man
He’s got the gun
He says it’ll bleed
And it shall be fun

He loves to kill
He loves to burn
I’ll be pleased
I see him come

I failed to love
Taste my blood
He hates to love
The game is fun

He loves to kill
He loves to hunt
He says it’ll bleed
And it shall be fun

I am the one
I failed to love
I’ll be pleased
I see him come…

And it shall be fun
And he triggers the gun
But he fails to learn
My love still burns…
--Dhira (27/3/08)

Those nights I still await..!!

Like owls in the night
No sleep in our eyes
Glancing the moonlight
We’d speak our minds

As if endless is time
We’d write and write
I’d read your mind
And you’d read mine

We’d wait for the rain
And you could ease my pain
You would make my day
Make me come back again

You understood me
Only you could feel…
You were like an angel
From my dreams

And I was there to wait
The promises you’d made
For you, I had faith
And I was …to wait

But little, did we know
Every night has its dawn
Time would leave and go
Yet, leave behind the shadow
To haunt our mind and soul

Fates too have changed
Those rains too could end
Dreams too do break
Yet …Those nights I still await…!!!


--dhira(22/3/08)

You were all I need...!!

The world came crashing
I stood all alone
Heavy rains poured in
Frens were all gone

I turned to look for u
You are all I need…
Thought I would find u
You didn’t even remember me

I tried hard reminding
But you had moved on
I never felt this lonely
But you had been gone

Now I blame myself
Some mocking bitter truth
An’ life has been hell
Within.. I breathe guilts n’ u.

Lay awake at nights
Memories hurt.. Wounds bleed
Awakened by the horrifying sights
I’m still trying hard to breathe

Livin’ is now a struggle
Pains.. But I’ll try heal
Wonderin’ if I could be a survivor
N’ if I will breakfree..

Do you never look back…
Or are those slumbering within
You would never walk back
Will I see new dreams…

At the end of the day
No matter what I achieve
I will…but look back
You were all I need..!!


--~--dhyrra--~--
(12/03/08)

A song for Kobain..

Hmm..
An' i knw i plucked the wrong chord..
yes i knw.. i hit the wrong note
but i thought wat i said was right..
yet i knw i'd still question my mind...

BUT babe you knw that nuthin' can last foreva..
MAYNE,..you know people aint da same evaa...

So There Was To Be An END..
SO there was to be an end..
And i too wd hate goin thru ds phase
AN' i Tell you that i SHALL not FORGET
So There Was To Be An End..
SO there was to be an END!!

hmm..
baby i know its kinda hard wen u thght u had me..
an' i know how painful it is to break DREAMS..
AN' i can see wat u hav der left for me...
but yes I knw i'd hav NO Answer
within me..

MAYBE i cdn't live upto your faith..
MAYne, u knw ppl. but do change..

So There Was To Be An END..
SO there was to be an end..
And i too wd hate goin thru ds phase
AN' i Tell you that i SHALL not FORGET
So There Was To Be An End..
SO there was to be an END!!

-dhira( dec'07)

Poetry in my mind

I got so obsessed
I must confess

It’s certainly not my kind
To stay awake all night

Trying hard to find
Words to express my mind

Words to heal my heart
Make it play my part

To understand my way
Realize I’ve changed

Express to my frens
I’ve lost the patience

I am not the same
I am not like them

Words that help me fly
Faraway.. help me escape dis life

That could heal my sorrow
Give a reason to follow

Feel my pain
When I go insane

An’ forever an’ ever
Flow like the river

If only endless was time
Till eternity then I’d write

I’ve much in my mind
Words I wish to write

An’ I sit trying to rhyme
That poetry in my mind..!!

--dhira (19/3/08)